Change in a Character

She contemplated whether such an event for her character could be dismissed, forgotten about, chucked. How hard it was to throw away your first ideas on a make believer person, harder than you'd expect, anyway. It was just a small addition, right? It could be erased, couldn't it? Surely. One little detail wouldn't matter, it could be worked around. Would it change anything in the story? Probably not. Not a big deal. Of course, it was everything but when you thought of it like that. It meat everything to you and a change was hard to get used to, but doable in the end. Was it necessary or was she just avoiding the obvious? What was there, truly, to avoid?

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